30 Days of Submission: Day Six

6) What do you feel are the roots of your submission? Do you think it has something to do with childhood? Is it a relationship management tool as in the practice of domestic discipline? Is it a sexual thrill or something else?
I think it truly is just my nature. It has nothing to do with my childhood - I had, by all rights, a wonderful one. It's not a matter of domestic discipline, although it is a coping mechanism. Without someone to devote myself to, I feel lost and alone and absolutely depressed. Knowing that I have someone counting on me, depending on me, waiting for me to do something gives me purpose and in giving me purpose, gives me meaning. Of course, there's also the sexual thrill of it. One look that says "on your knees" and I'm all nice and ready to go.