30 Days of Submission: Day 30

30) Is your need to submit being met? If not, or if your situation changed, do you think that you could continue in your life and still be happy/content if you were never able to express your submission in the way that feels best to you again? What makes submission special to you?          

Despite the trials and complications of my current relationship, I'd say my need to submit is about 50 percent fulfilled. It's hard with a long distance relationship - I can't be there for her in the ways I want to be and do and help and serve. I don't think I'd ever be content in a relationship where I couldn't at least express my submission somewhat - it's that deeply a part of who I am. And for that reason, it's special to me. -Squeaky