30 Days of Submission: Day 23

23) Is there anything about submission (yours or what you see in others) that you question, dislike or repels you? Was there a time you questioned or were resistant to your own submissive feelings?
There are some that I worry about - those who take it to the utter extreme. Then again, I'm a very self-reliant, fiercely independent person when it comes to my life. Right now I'm struggling with letting my Love know when I'm depressed and why I'm depressed - and right now my depression is something that cannot be helped, regardless of efforts. I cried myself to sleep last night, wishing she was here. It's just heartache and it's something I'm used to and will deal with on my own - I just wish I didn't have to.